My Prayer – Written Oct, 2011
I’ve done what I can do, I work full time, I pay my bills on time, I’m a good friend and a good person. I quit drinking so that I could have clarity of thought, I’ve started working on my physical health so that my body can be the temple you’ve intended, but God – you keep throwing more and more at me. I said ok. I’ll be stronger and better, but I don’t know that I can be any stronger right now. It takes everything I’ve got right now just to stay positive and get up every morning and stay sober. I don’t have anymore to give God. I can’t do anymore. Please God, can you send a helping hand? Can you please ease this burden on my heart and on my soul? Please God help me to know what I’m supposed to do, and open the doors for me to accomplish what I’m intended for.