My Apology

To my friend;

I have been learning a lot lately about unconditional love and sensitivity to other’s needs and emotions.

I would like to apologize to you for my misbehavior.  When you reached out to others and myself about the bombing of your brothers and sisters, I was insensitive.  I should have realized that you were crying out for help, compassion, and friendship.

I am truly sorry for not recognizing your need and I understand why you were so upset with me.

I’ve learned that love, in relationships (including friendships), needs to be unconditional. That doesn’t mean without boundaries, but it needs to be lasting and eternal.  I have violated that unconditional love in my friendship with you twice now.

You are one of the most passionate and fiery people I know.  It is this passion and fire which I love so much about you, but which has also caused me to react poorly in your most desperate times of need.  You are kind and honest.  You give fully of yourself even when it is to your detriment.  You continue to try even when others tell you to give up.  You have survived so much pain and have learned and grown from each of these experiences.  You are always willing to lend a helping hand.  And you laugh and smile readily, even through your pain.  You are gift to this planet, to your friends, and to your family.  You are intelligent and humble.  You are always willing to try new things.

I don’t know if you will be able to forgive me for my insensitivity, but I did want you to know that in spite of our arguments and differences I do love you.

I sincerely hope that you are well and happy.


About Ms Fihaki

Thanks so much for checking out my blog! I’m supposed to write about me – who I am as a person and I really don’t see the sense in that considering that when you read my posts you will learn more about me as a person than you would from any 500 word statement I could make. I will however play by the rules – just this once. I’m 36 years young. I consider myself a strong independant and beautiful woman (hey! I wrote about that! Check it out!). I’m single and love it. Just over a year ago I made some serious lifestyle changes which include eliminating alcohol from my diet, being more physically active, eating healthier and daily working on my spirituality. One of the things which has happened as a result of these lifestyle changes is that I’ve gained a level of clarity I never knew was possible. With this clarity comes the realization that my words affect the lives of those around me. I’ve always been much better at writing than at speaking. If I can affect people the way I do from speaking, just imagine the effect I can have with the written word! I had been blogging about my secret life doing sensual massage – but I wasn’t getting a lot of traffic or interraction from that blog. Upon the suggestion of several friends I decided to start this – my public blog. My hope is that this will allow my readers to interact with me, a real live human being and that together we can create a ripple effect of positivity throughout the universe! (yea I dream big – it’s a must!) Anywho – I sincerely hope you enjoy the things I have to say and interractions are welcome and encouraged! Be Well!

Posted on April 29, 2013, in Prose and tagged , , , . Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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